i dont know where to start. this may seem like a big run on sentence but i will just go with the flow....and please dont spell check for me. im not the best speller but i use spell check alot but sometimes i miss things.
what is bugging me at this very moment. i have/had a good friend about over a year ago. lets name her "dud". i have known her for quiet some time. i feel used, screwed over. not very happy with her at the moment. read something she said and it hurt my feelings. but you know what i seen this coming. yes it's that time of the month(anyday now) and usually when that times comes it always feels like everyone is out to get me. i hate it....but im not so sure anymore about how i feel about this person. im very glad im moving away from this place they call mnt. home afb. that i hate so dearly besides the "good" friends i do have here. i wont have to worry about what she said to who and let it affect me any longer. wow im getting so mad at her like every week. so sick of her. she has little tinny remarks that just erk me. i hate it! i sooooo see me loosing all contact with her bitch ass when im gone. we don't have anything in common anymore, i dont talk shit or make shit up about ppl...thats all it seems like she lives for. who needs ppl like that in their lives they are just big dragged out downers! im done.....
anywho besides that "dud" we are coming down to the wire of moving less than 1 1/2 months left. crazy feels like we are running out of time. even though we r not. we plan on hard core packing next month. i have already out pro-sess most of me and the kids lil things around here. WIC, dentist, and eye doc. then i will get the vet part done. 6 weeks to go. it cant come soon enough. the only thing here that i will miss dearly will be my "TRUE" friends. even when i think i can trust some of those "true" friends they prove that turn "true" wrong, all the fucking time. there are so many fucking ppl that make up shit and talk shit in this small as base. so glad to be moving away! i will miss you girls...you know who you are. old and new!
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